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[la_belle_rogue]

[Audio |Private to Friends if you think you're on it, you are.]

[She's at the very end of her frayed rope. It's obvious in her voice. Rogue is at her breaking point.]

Someone get me drunk and gimme a place ta pass out. Ah can't stay in mah own room right now, and Ah can't deal with [This Alpha bullshit. The loud voices in her head. Anything to do with that breach.] any more of this.

[Private Iris |Still Audio]

Lets get this trap thing set up, whenever you're ready.

[Garden Spam, over the next few days]

[Once she's had her initial meltdown, she has to pull herself together. Which meant a lot of internal work. So she's sitting in the gardens for hours, every day, for the next few days, meditating.]

Comments

Spam

[nerzhul]

And how did you come to this conclusion?

Spam

[la_belle_rogue]

Experience. Like Ah said, you're not my first.

Spam

[nerzhul]

[He sits across from her.]

Tell me about your first.

Spam

[la_belle_rogue]

Her name is Carol Danvers. She's not wholly human. Ah didn't have full control over mah powers and Ah ended up with her powers and her mind permanently. She was strong enough that, when Ah fell asleep, she could take over mah body.

Then Ah ended up thrown into this cosmic inbetween called the Siege Perilous. When Ah was spat out the other side some months later, we were separated. We couldn't survive at the same time, one had ta die.

Spam

[nerzhul]

So kill me. You've done it before.

Spam

[la_belle_rogue]

Don't exactly have a cosmic inbetween on hand, or the interest ta go through that again. And ta be technical, Ah want the one that killed her.

Spam

[nerzhul]

You have no concept of the hell it is to be able to see but not act or speak.

[The light in the hollows of the orc's eyes dims.]

At least let me sleep. Surely you can do that much.

Spam

[la_belle_rogue]

You're new so Ah'll let that assumption slide.

[But she's not unaffected by that dimming in his eyes. She just can't trust it completely.]

Ah'm workin' on it.