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[Audio |Private to Friends if you think you're on it, you are.]

[She's at the very end of her frayed rope. It's obvious in her voice. Rogue is at her breaking point.]

Someone get me drunk and gimme a place ta pass out. Ah can't stay in mah own room right now, and Ah can't deal with [This Alpha bullshit. The loud voices in her head. Anything to do with that breach.] any more of this.

[Private Iris |Still Audio]

Lets get this trap thing set up, whenever you're ready.

[Garden Spam, over the next few days]

[Once she's had her initial meltdown, she has to pull herself together. Which meant a lot of internal work. So she's sitting in the gardens for hours, every day, for the next few days, meditating.]

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I don't have any serious plans to leave until Erik's graduated, and even then, I have a few people I'd like to see off before I left for good. [But good lord, he is not planning on being here indefinitely. This place isn't a home, and it's not a vacation destination. Thinking otherwise is dangerous and frankly, kind of stupid, and as much as he cares about the people here, he knows he would completely lose his mind if he stayed here forever.]

It's nice ta see how close you two are. [It brings a little smile to her face. It really is heart warming to see Charles and Erik enjoying their friendship at least somewhere in the multiverse.]

I've been told we're sort of unusual, in that regard. [Even though things had been pretty strained between them when they'd first arrived here. Still, he's spoken to the Charles Xavier from Jean's world, and the differences are pretty startling. It's just strange, to think that they'd met under such different circumstances.]

Ah'd call it lucky. It does mah heart good ta see that, somewhere at least, ya'll get to be real friends, without the lines in the sand.

Well, they were there when we first got here. [In so many ways, even though he'd tried from the get go to convince Erik that they were still friends, that they would accomplish more together than they would apart.

He's not sure if he should be grateful or not for their trip to the Vanquish's world, because even if he'd been tortured and almost died, at least it had provided a bridge to start mending their friendship.]

I'd hate to say that anyone deserves to come here, or should, but maybe they'd benefit from being really forced to reexamine their differences in such a confined space.

Like gettin' shoved into a locked closet with yer problems. [She nods. Sometimes, that's the best way to deal with issues; getting stuck with them in your face.]

Ah don't know if it'd have worked for them back home. Our Eriks are similar but he's [She makes a small gesture to mean the one that is on the Barge.] so much more... well, grounded.

He wasn't always like that. He's changed a lot, in the time we've been here. [He never would have called Erik grounded, when they first met. He wouldn't have said that about him after Cuba, either.]

We both have.