la_belle_rogue: (crossed arms)
[Rogue doesn't look happen when she turns on the feed. In fact, she seems grim and pensive. She's sitting at the island in her kitchen, arms folded across the counter top, leaning over them heavily. She takes a moment to gather her thoughts before she starts speaking.]

Ah wanna talk about choices for a minute. This place is very unique, in that it offers up an option that should be the hard choice, and makes it look like the easy choice.

Killin' someone should never be considered the right thing to do. Sometimes it's the necessary thing. Sometimes it's the only thing we can do, when faced with an extreme situation. Life or death. Kill or be killed. But the Barge warps that into an easy go to and it shouldn't be. Not every option is life or death, kill or be killed.

Sometimes we find ourselves between rocks and hard places. And in those times our choices are either bad or worse. But just because a choice might not be a good one, doesn't mean that it's not the better one. Just because a choice leaves a mess behind, doesn't mean it's not better than the alternative.

Now before ya'll start in on how death isn't permanent here, let me just say this: Ah. Don't. Care. Wardens are here ta help people get their lives back, and actin' cavalier 'bout takin' someone's life is pretty counter productive ta that, from where Ah'm standin'.

We've got a lot of extraordinary people here, who can do amazin' things, but we have become frighteningly dependent on one lone miracle. We're treatin' death like a time out. Death should be the hardest choice we make, no matter what world we're from, no matter how many reset buttons the Admiral is willin' ta press for us. It never should be treated lightly. Even in a place where it doesn't stick. And we certainly shouldn't get angry at someone when they choose not ta take a life, no matter what mess comes with that choice. Don't ya see how backwards this is? And we've been doin' it for a long time here. Ah imagine a lot longer than Ah've been around, and Ah can honestly say Ah'm ashamed for not payin' attention t'it sooner and speakin' up about it before now.

[She shakes her head, sits back. What else can she say on this?]

That's all Ah've got ta say.

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Date: 2014-08-04 03:03 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] sickjoke
sickjoke: Peaceful :: THOUGHTFUL :: Pensive ([JN] Cerebral Humor)
I had faith burned out of me a long time ago. I remember-- what it's like. But...

[ That's not the same as believing. ]

I don't know what would help. I don't know if there's any helping.

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Date: 2014-08-04 03:08 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] to_dust
to_dust: By http://thebutt.dreamwidth.org/ (Default)
I don't pray to the creator anymore. If anything... I make peace with my words going into nothing. It's a ... meditation.

But. I also think you should shower soon. Not because you smell... [Though he does.] But that's a ritual, too. You'll feel better when the grime comes off, and you groom. You really will, if only a little.

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Date: 2014-08-04 03:11 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] sickjoke
sickjoke: Peaceful :: THOUGHTFUL :: Pensive ([JN] Cerebral Humor)
I'll have to hit the inmate showers.

Or... ask for repair of my rooms.

[ The latter seems like a waste. Effort when he doesn't know he's even going to stay. But Joker destroyed everything. Every thing he had here is burned or blasted straight to hell. ]

And get clothes. Pity the tailoring nook went away.

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Date: 2014-08-04 03:19 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] to_dust
to_dust: (BFA: Other Lives)
I think you should ask for your rooms to be repaired. It's part of feeling like yourself again. But the inmate showers aren't so bad.

...sort of odd, but if you don't like the idea, there's also the CES. Bathing in a river may not be the most perfect thing, but it's bracing.

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Date: 2014-08-04 04:16 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] sickjoke
sickjoke: Sad :: ASHAMED ([JN] Bent but not Broken)
That'd be getting downright biblical.

[ Washing away the old in a place untouched. Or at least, a simulation of one. ] I think...

I...

[ He still doesn't know what to do. ]

I haven't been this lost since I first crawled out of the sewer.

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Date: 2014-08-04 04:18 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] to_dust
to_dust: By http://thebutt.dreamwidth.org/ (Default)
Lean on us, Jack. Your friends. Let us help you get back to yourself.

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Date: 2014-08-04 04:54 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] sickjoke
sickjoke: Scared :: Rejected :: DISCOURAGED ([JN] So what did that joke mean?)
I am.

I'll -- send a request to the admiral for now. Later, we'll... see what happens.

[ He's just not up to promising much of anything. ]

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