la_belle_rogue: (crossed arms)
[Rogue doesn't look happen when she turns on the feed. In fact, she seems grim and pensive. She's sitting at the island in her kitchen, arms folded across the counter top, leaning over them heavily. She takes a moment to gather her thoughts before she starts speaking.]

Ah wanna talk about choices for a minute. This place is very unique, in that it offers up an option that should be the hard choice, and makes it look like the easy choice.

Killin' someone should never be considered the right thing to do. Sometimes it's the necessary thing. Sometimes it's the only thing we can do, when faced with an extreme situation. Life or death. Kill or be killed. But the Barge warps that into an easy go to and it shouldn't be. Not every option is life or death, kill or be killed.

Sometimes we find ourselves between rocks and hard places. And in those times our choices are either bad or worse. But just because a choice might not be a good one, doesn't mean that it's not the better one. Just because a choice leaves a mess behind, doesn't mean it's not better than the alternative.

Now before ya'll start in on how death isn't permanent here, let me just say this: Ah. Don't. Care. Wardens are here ta help people get their lives back, and actin' cavalier 'bout takin' someone's life is pretty counter productive ta that, from where Ah'm standin'.

We've got a lot of extraordinary people here, who can do amazin' things, but we have become frighteningly dependent on one lone miracle. We're treatin' death like a time out. Death should be the hardest choice we make, no matter what world we're from, no matter how many reset buttons the Admiral is willin' ta press for us. It never should be treated lightly. Even in a place where it doesn't stick. And we certainly shouldn't get angry at someone when they choose not ta take a life, no matter what mess comes with that choice. Don't ya see how backwards this is? And we've been doin' it for a long time here. Ah imagine a lot longer than Ah've been around, and Ah can honestly say Ah'm ashamed for not payin' attention t'it sooner and speakin' up about it before now.

[She shakes her head, sits back. What else can she say on this?]

That's all Ah've got ta say.

[voice ; private]

Date: 2014-08-08 04:34 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] hearrrtofgold
hearrrtofgold: (i feel sorry for you)
Yeah. I do. Did it change you?

[voice ; private]

Date: 2014-08-08 04:37 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] notsoneedy
notsoneedy: (that the world is gonna bend)
Yeah.

I don't know that it was all for the worse, though. I'm a lot...stronger, now.

[voice ; private]

Date: 2014-08-08 04:39 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] hearrrtofgold
hearrrtofgold: (karate kid is duke's spirit animal)
That's probably why some people choose to do it. If you had a choice, would you have?

[voice ; private]

Date: 2014-08-08 04:41 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] notsoneedy
notsoneedy: (yeah i'll love you forever)
I don't know what the other option would have been.

If I had a real choice...I would have rather brought back Jennifer. The way she was supposed to be.

[voice ; private]

Date: 2014-08-08 04:45 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] hearrrtofgold
hearrrtofgold: (these choices are not ideal)
[Duke softens. He's had the same reaction before -- if he had a choice, he'd have chosen for Harry Nix never to be Troubled.]

I'm sorry.

[voice ; private]

Date: 2014-08-09 04:17 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] notsoneedy
notsoneedy: (and sorrow by nature)
It's okay.

It's not like it's your fault.

[voice ; private]

Date: 2014-08-11 04:53 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] hearrrtofgold
hearrrtofgold: (no this is not the finger)
It wasn't yours either.

[voice ; private]

Date: 2014-08-11 04:55 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] notsoneedy
notsoneedy: (can you see)
I know it's not. [She almost snaps that, a little defensive. But then she sighs.] I just feel like crap about it anyway.

[voice ; private]

Date: 2014-08-11 04:59 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] hearrrtofgold
hearrrtofgold: (i feel sorry for you)
Trust me, dealing with this stuff will make anyone feel like crap. No matter what they did.

[voice ; private]

Date: 2014-08-11 05:12 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] notsoneedy
notsoneedy: (without a hope or care)
It isn't fair, you know? All of it. Life. That's supposed to be something you grow up and get, and then you just accept it and move on.

But it still pisses me the fuck off, sometimes. That life isn't fair.

[voice ; private]

Date: 2014-08-11 05:16 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] hearrrtofgold
hearrrtofgold: (maybe the answer is on the floor)
It's not fair at all. None of it is, even the boring normal parts.

[voice ; private]

Date: 2014-08-11 05:17 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] notsoneedy
notsoneedy: (up in the clouds)
So what are we supposed to do? I mean, what does that even leave us?

[voice ; private]

Date: 2014-08-11 05:29 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] hearrrtofgold
hearrrtofgold: (run that by me again)
In need of a solution, which we're going to find.

[They will. His voice leaves no doubt.]

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